Smithereens is all you left of me.
My heart was savaged, my soul was used, and all of this was done in my fail attempt to love something so wild, I was begging to be abused.
I wanted so desperately to love someone who lost his heart so long ago, he had forgotten what it feels like to be love and to be love in return.
And when my love came when I was surrounded by you, It scared you, it hurt you cause it brought the memory of your lost heart and brought the fear that of her I used to remind you…..
You used to say “No, you don’t want to fall in-love !!! ” because only love can break you like nothing else and make you loose everything you will never want to, like a force that can only take and if you don’t give it what it wants you will be the one who will end up wanting to be recluse, never to be touched and you will end up always making an excuse.
And now I understand when all you left of me is smithereens …. nothing to give and I can’t expect nothing in return… I do yearn to be alone… without you nothing matters any more, never to love again I have sworn