I’m not in-love nor I’m feeling free of my emotions. I feel bound to thing I don’t own, I feel lost but I know exactly where I am. I am alone and I am surrounded by the people I love. It’s so hard lately like I have a dual identity and my other self is really uncomfortable with my normal me and there is something so wrong but it’s larking in my darkest corners like dust in the corners you can’t reach with anything, or like a distant painful memory you buried deep within. I can’t understand my own self how is anyone supposed to help me if I don’t even know what is so wrong with me.
Some days I just don’t know where I belong and what am I supposed to do or be. I feel like I’ll never find my place and I feel lost and unwanted. I am proud and vain but at the same time I feel like hurting my own self just to feel alive again. I can’t seem to find hope in anything lately and nothing is good enough and nothing is right and nothing is important. I haven’t lost it all yet but I’m on my way to do so ….
The D adventures 